Whether Philip had succeeded in his calculation
Calcium chalk calligraphy
This we ask nominal dominator
Crash or fall or first crash and then fall
The raptor airborne acrest the thermal
Hovering upon the incitement
That sags like a tiny island
Like a leukocyte
What comes of distinguishing wants and needs
Who bids the enforcement of equanimity and subjection
The obstruction of chaos
Obstinate obsidian oblivion
Who will be deflected
Impassive necessity obeys the reckoning
The birdsong the crops the horses
The language of ascendancy
The old manner the old idiom
The irresolution of of
The crackdown thereof
The mastery of the achieve of
A theft of molten crayons
A cognitive rift toward sequence
No visible inducement toward cessation
Whether Philip had succeeded or no
The sin of having been born too early
The other unavoidable sin
The flak the investiture the laceration
Concentric rhythms an oppressive order
Is dissonance really better
Is chalk

We I you
Or one from the small set
Of options in the third person
How amid the infinity
Of objects actions and concepts
Persons affects and projects
Available in the universe
Can a set of options seem small

And yet the facets
Of the most perfect jewel
Must be shaped by somebody
Somebody must evoke the rush
Of shapes streaming by
Outside the subway car
Somebody somewhere
The little prison of time and space

But the universe is as capacious
As it ever was
The change therefore
Has been wrought
In a different perennial fixture
The bugbear of experience
The weaker pole
Of a false dichotomy

A particular hallucination
Sometimes afflicts
The neurologically troubled
In which a body part
Limb head or torso
Or the entire body
Expands to colossal size
Unlimited by the environs

Is it a hallucination then
That the environment
Has contracted
To the static cell
Insufficient time
To compose the lyric invocation
Insufficient space
To wield the lapidary instrument

I don’t want to pull out my pocket knife
I want the knot to detach itself
That is the recalcitrant tangle
With no contribution from me
Self-conscious as always stingy as always
I keep turning to the left
As if imprisoned on a racing course
Drawing inferences concerning
Crustaceans and the different trees
Exotic characters and amorphous glass
Does a single node define the figure
Does the ordeal of fame define significance
Drain holes appear on the pathways before me
That rhyme with the drain holes in my brain
Alleged remedy for concealment
I don’t want to pull out my crocheting hook
My bookmark or the public fountain
I want to attach the status quo ante bellum
To finish the synecdoche
As if firing it in a kiln
Though letting go is easier than reputed
Plaques and tangles abound
Nobody public is listening that’s a good thing
Not even myself
I don’t want to pull out the trading cards
That some company tried to puff to exaggerated value
Not because of the righteousness of my cause
To be thoughtful of others
Whose own thoughts remain unknown
But only because of the credible shortage
There are shoes at the front door
Of the neighbors’ house
They must have organized their exaggerated readiness
The unknown does not imply a concealment
Nor silence an attitude of parsimony
If the dialectical materialists have relinquished
Their insistence upon the metamorphosis
Of the status quo
At least dependency on typography
Has declined
The small enameled box
Object of impressive solemnity
Whoever should undergo the famous ordeal
Will assume the title of Emperor by acclamation
I however keep turning to the left
Emblem of the pains of sleep
I’m not even myself
Cliffs and shocks abound
The landscape an abundance of confused categories

For The Hoop Snakes

In this salon no antagonist troubles the goings-on
The givers all swear by the go-signal
The theater of control is strictly a no-go
No shot-caller designates another as go-fer

Nor is it the design of some mad visionary
Nor a rehabilitative or recuperative revision
But simple voice civil attention and clear vision
Easy for the modest mortal to envision

Social intercourse is not a route to infection
Nor common discourse a kinky defect
Nor the ordering of forms a perishable confection
But doing without trying the way of earthly perfection

Matter and manner are not matters for choice
No augury imprints the mark of The Chosen
But a noble work should be valued for its choiceness
And every mover a marker free to choose

Knowledge does not matter very much
The existence of truth matters
The possession of it rather little

Possession of the truth is a fool’s errand
Since there’s too much truth to go around
People capture little more than a little shard

And even this quantitative fantasy errs
The unit of measure irrelevant
When the understanding reduces truth to mere belief

We know that beliefs make actions rational
Provided that we perceive the truth
And then act according to the truth of reasons

The albatross sticks the landing
On this most rare of occasions
Knowing little of the laws of motion

We do not designate as actions
The impulses of instinct
Or obedience to arbitrary decree

Instead we demand choice
Among alternatives explicitly posed
All furnished all in arms

But nobody sees all the pitfalls
The catalogue of serpents venomous or persuasive
The index of glittering weapons and gaping traps

We raise the edifice of laws and wish by decree
All is as it should be so what’s to think about
Ignore the future emergency the legal improvements

Adjectives nullify
Abstractions conceal
The illusion of no illusions

Has he lost his mind
Can he see or is he blind
–Black Sabbath

 

The wretch the creature the monster
Emblem of modernity
Organism as assemblage

But are these still modern times
Is this world still the world of Petrarch Columbus
Copernicus Luther Watt Wollstonecraft and Washington

Or perhaps assemblage is a defining feature
Neither ethic nor spirit
But only blind impersonal process

No not blind
A person who never lived is not dead
Nor an insensible being necessarily senseless

Never to have seen space nor heard time
And thus to unravel
The various and intoxicating delusion

The world is full of different trees
Though what makes one different from another
Is often subtle and obscure

Oaks for example are notoriously promiscuous
Quercus geminata and Quercus palustrus
Often exchanging their pollen

And the distinction is hard to draw
Between shrubs their foliage near the ground
And trees who lift their leaves on high

The decorative crepe myrtle
Nothing more than a burly shrub
Is often trimmed and trained to resemble tree

And even mighty magnolias and massive firs
Are sometimes shorn of their lower branches
To assure their bond with the arboreal tribe

And understanding or the wish to understand
Is quick with a binding to join together
Or a blade ruthlessly to put apart

Abrasions contusions lacerations and puncture wounds
Surely not a comprehensive taxonomy
Omitting as it does
Insults chemical radioactive and psychological

The organism or perhaps the species or genus
Will seek to avoid such distress
And in cases of repeated incursion
Will develop mechanisms for coping and defending

But in each case some pretext
Might be imagined to justify the trauma
The hypodermic the harrowing treatment of cancer
The defense of the innocent or aid to the afflicted

And a person who voluntarily accepts the attack
Thereby rationally consenting to suffer
For say therapeutic or humanitarian reasons
Must overcome organic resistance

Must overcome oneself
And might this maneuver be accomplished
Without new inflictions
Without new increments to the world of pain

Poor Settembrini yearned to produce
The exhaustive catalogue of suffering
A liberal and a consumptive lived on exhausted
By the work of more than all the lifetimes

On the other hand it seems entirely possible
That expression comes too easily
That feelings must ripen or rather
Petrify a bit before one commits them to writing

On the other hand it seems entirely likely
That what what matters is the facticity of form
As the architectonics of Paradise Lost
And the Ode to Autumn assert

On a completely different hand it seems possible
That had not Milton suffered as an exile in time
He would never have dreamed as he really dreamed
Of objectivities in the refuge of eternity

And had not Keats experienced directly his own death
He would never have endeavored
To detail with diagrammatic precision
The subjectivity of space vacant of his own presence

And I remember the boy and the bomb
The womangirl in the kimono and out of it
The birth and the afterbirth
The shocks and the aftershocks

Lextref mandoof spelassdi als prement
Endross camardha pmisti ob effrent
Vercogh wesnadritroe albantok dirst
Alban’t nadrito id obden vercirst

Waelens ardonor cal sinfucs
Melnicu effrendondo cvmwoflux
Ald meom-b dre meom-a dirdran
Twe-douzand lijyars wofl-ind Alderan

If I were the lighthouse keeper
I wouldn’t mind if ships ignored my signal
But a schoolchild would not employ
Such dense modality

Is empathy even possible
Is the Golden Rule even practicable
When all the world’s manifestly a stage
And to play even one’s own role is hard

Hamlet and Lear are gay
And we’ve had centuries for them
But what of those other less familiar characters
The refugee the first responder the son of an earl

A person changes costume
And enters a new setting
A gown open at the back and an adjustable bed
A patient in the hospital

We see suffering far away and here before our very eyes
And sometimes we wince in recognition
Acid piercing behind the knees
And in the salivary glands

And if the expression is intense enough
At last we say yes it hurts
But surely it shouldn’t be necessary
For the afflicted to beg for our regard

We don’t know we don’t know
And we use our ignorance as permission
To avert our eyes and turn our backs
And head willfully into the peopled rocks

I write from compulsion and cannot deny
That I have entered this sickly confessional phase
I don’t feel sorry for myself
But I feel pity for the child some fifty-six years ago

And to claim that child as myself makes no sense
But I was the child who entered a sickly anxious phase
And it was I who registered the shift
That occurred on virtually a single day

A plane flew over doubtless some commercial craft
And I ran into the shelter of the house
And I was aware both that I probably had nothing to fear
And that if I did the house would prove no shelter

Ours was a medium-sized city
And I delighted in the air traffic
That did not overcrowd the sky
But certainly was a common enough sight

One couldn’t see the pilot or passenger
But I would wave and wonder who would wave back
And I felt sure they did so for I felt sure
That I was solid and present and visible

And sometimes I would speak into a cupped hand
In what I took to be the tone of radio chatter
As if to acknowledge the fantastic character
Of the relation of plane to me

But today it was an object of terror
For I had learned to duck and cover
And I did not know how to know
Which plane would drop the atom bombs

Jojo is reckless on the road
Who exerts more control than any you’ve ever seen
Careening down the cloverleaf
So absolutely trusts he his own skill

Alyssa similarly heedless of risk
Well knows the glamour her wildness affords
Flashing that guy as he gets off the elevator
While screeching the lyrics of some overplayed song

Mutual friends of mutual friends
They have no acquaintance with each other
Outside the crowds on social media
But they seem all too perfectly matched

Though still in thought untrammeled and in deed irregular
Both have entered committed relationships
With partners far less interesting than themselves
Who hope no doubt to moderate the excesses

But doubtless too if they met in person
And hit it off and started hanging out
Their union would add to the devastation
But wouldn’t we love to look upon that spectacle

For the Modernists the worst thing was sentimentality
Which Yeats defined as The will doing the work of the imagination
But as his championing of imagination shows
Yeats was a transitional figure
Who had modernized himself Pound said
And yet who retained apparently a high regard
For spontaneous overflow from the anima mundi
And yet they were virtuosic technicians
Those Romantics the early and the late
Whose visions from the depths were ne’er so well expressed

So somebody tell me not what poetry is
Much less what might make it excellent
And dear critic feel free to say that this isn’t it
But tell me how poetry happens
And to be candid for a change
How one might make it happen
With hubris aforethought
For Yeats speaks of the frustration
Attendant upon having for a long time sought a theme
Thereby implying an application of will
And not simply the capture of the vast capricious image

And I keep trying to reach the fundamental claim
And I read once that the Augustans produced
A poetry of statement just as inimical to Modernist taste
As was the gushing of the world-organic fountain
And I feel the age-old dread arise in me again
Its youthful formulation I will fail to achieve
And in old age I have failed
And again the lapse into the confessional
And the fundamental claim that I have erred

And I am paralyzingly aware that I lack the gift for image
And the Modernists commanded
Skip the Romantics skip the Neo-classicals
Go back the the Metaphysicals with their antic conceits
Their compass legs altar stones and pregnant fleas
But if it’s images you seek go to the Inferno
You might as well abandon hope
And luxuriate in the appalling spectacle
The gnawing on a bloody skull
And punishment for the sin of being born too soon
Never enough that the good should prosper
But the wicked must be made to suffer
And those without hope live on in desire

And I confess that for me
It was always a matter of verbal formulations
And never the glory of the image
The golden hand the solemn monument
But DK nobody cares about you and your guilty defects
Nevertheless From silver spouts the grateful liquors glide
And yes there’s an image a trivial one
A stream of coffee
But what of grateful
Surely a misprint for graceful
Unless the feeling of the coffee-drinkers’ expectant gratitude
Has been transferred to the trivial stream
That descends into the cup as upon a continent
In a gush of verbal magic

And so too the unravished bride of quietness
And spots of time with their distinct preeminence
And even instruct me for Thou knowest
And I am not what I am
And I confess that naming a feeling does not express it
As images can sometimes do
Not only Dante’s vengeance nor Eliot’s self-importance
But also the fair love’s ripening breast
A tactile image of exquisite precision
And in elegiac splendor
The white and bristly beard of the harvested sheaf

And why is feeling so important
No doubt just because it is
A world without grief or love
A world without certainty or commitment
And what we feel we want to be made known
That I love my beloved
I grieve for my late father
And already for my mother who sustains
The grievous onslaughts of age

And with the feeling the expression comes again
That I an antlered layabout
Have merited suffering
The more so for having exaggerated the distress
When so many others have suffered far greater pain
And that I a spindle-legged preacher
Make an exception for myself when the truth is nobody
Absolutely nobody deserves to suffer
And that I a hornèd viper
Have given pain to others and to myself
Is this the thought that gives rise to the anxiety
Have I struck a devil’s bargain
Expression in return for dread

For Tierra

It seems possible though unlikely
That a poem might conduce a little
To the increase of goodness in the world
Though just how remains obscure

For somehow the beautiful the true and the good
Sustain a broad equivalence
And in the aesthetic objective or moral sphere
Each gives reason for approval

But against all that there is only good or bad art
Not moral or immoral
So if the poem is to exert beneficence
Some interpenetration of the spheres must obtain

And horrible evil-doers sometimes love a poem
And all make judgments of the beautiful
As no doubt of the good and true
But each judgment judges of some thing

We need not ask how we come aware
Of the fragrant rose or the trusting child
For the stuff of the world asserts itself
Distinctly and with ineluctable emphasis

What are these binoculars
doing on my desk

Old fools complain that everything they love
Has now been declared bad for health
And worse the authorities always change their minds
Old fools write songs about the gillyflower

Old fools complain the price of everything there is
Including the latest innovations
Nobody used to need anything that costs so outrageously much
Old fools write songs about the gillyflower

The gillyflower tender leaf smells sweetly of clove
The gillyflower doesn’t grow around here
The gillyflower pictures in the crumbling book of the past
The gillyflower hardly a soul remembers

Old fools complain the young people’s neglect
Of everything eternal and true
And how all deny the wisdom of great experience
Old fools write songs about the gillyflower

Dear Charles

You asked me today whether I had written any poems lately
And I was overjoyed that somebody had taken an interest
You especially
And you followed up with a question
Concerning publication beyond these humble pages
And I gave the same answer I give
When we talk about bookings for our band
That’s marketing
I’m in research and development
Which is a snobbish and unacceptable answer
But I can speak to you artist to artist
And ask whether you think I’m right
That a certain snobbery obtains in the artist’s calling
Especially one of long standing
And I’m reminded of a conversation
Between a member of the nobility
And a great artist of our own time
Who painted a great mural in the great house
Asked by the patron how he had achieved a particular effect he replied
Years of practice

And our conversation continued
And we discussed the troubled relationship
Of the artist and the public
And I claimed that the artist’s responsibilities include
Educating the public
And I went on rather gratuitously
That the public must desire such education
Gratuitous because as a schoolteacher I know
That the desire to learn is the sole definition of student
And you did not say
Though you could have
That the artist you admire perhaps more than any other
Held certifiable membership in the avant garde
And although no superstar of pop
Sold many records
Presumably intelligible to the masses

Sales have never stimulated my interest
Perhaps because I have made so few
Despite or because of my infrequent and desultory attempts
I have an unconsciousness moral objection to persuasion
People do what they want
As they should do
I can’t compel them to enjoy my work
I can’t even explain to them my work
I could never teach creative writing
Though I have been called upon to do so once or twice
And I teach essay-writing all day long
First
Ours is not a neoclassical age
Ours is an age that favors innovation
Which the neoclassicist Dryden called
The blow of fate
And the contemporary artist faces the impossible task
Of reinventing the wheel and everything else
And secondly
Which amounts to much the same
Ours is an individualistic age
And expects art to be individual expression
Even in the collaborative mass media
And how do you teach the expression of oneself

So is this a poem
Are any of them
I say yes
It is a thing made out of language
A verbal artifact
With some attention paid
Not only to the semantic content
But more significantly
To the superfluous
That is useless
As Wilde said
Elements
Especially the phonological ones
Especially the rhythmic ones
And I am a rather elderly man
Set in his ways
Who uses no punctuation

On a different plane we are collaborators you and I
And collaborative art is more rewarding
Even though it is easier
Than hacking compulsively away
I was well into adulthood before I learned
That our culture is an industrial product
But that knowledge came as no disillusionment
Since I knew that the art I loved best
Had arisen in industrial circumstances
But I also knew that I had lived through a renaissance
That began on the Ed Sullivan Show
And ended at a racetrack outside San Francisco
And in the jungles of Viet Nam
And with a second-rate burglary
And the throngs in the 27 Club
And yet artists remain true to their imaginations
And they create art
Whether under noble patronage
Or in search of the grail of a record contract
Or here in the early early morning
Hacking away
In lonely compulsive bliss

They can all be dismissed as first-world problems
Problems with the kids
Digestive complaints
One crappy dishwasher after another
And yes some people live in the first world
And though they may vaguely sense
The ordeals endured by the rest of the world
They do not as that Woody Allen character did
Cover the living room wall with the image
Of a man blowing another’s brains out in Saigon
They must cope
They must admit
That contrary to explanations current in childhood
Unavoidable problems have arisen

I have a problem with abstraction
It’s always been there
But it seems to have worsened
With this recent turn to a confessional mode
With its degrading dependency on the first person
I just don’t think about tangible things
I’ve seen plenty of objects in my life
This street light
This mailbox
The horrible intrusive privet from next door
Yes I live in the suburbs
I’ve always lived in the suburbs
I don’t know how to live anywhere else
My little horse gives his harness bells a shake
I’m so sure
I never see wheelbarrows or chickens
I took a pony ride at the church bazaar once
Parochial school a privilege

Or an image of some delicate plant
Found only in some particular locale
So acutely observed
So cunningly selected to serve
As objective correlative
To some intense yet impersonal
Complex of emotions
No that’s not me
Instead I hand it to the critics
Though in fact my secret’s safe on these pages
Though every poet craves fame
The old pagan afterlife
And I still wince to call myself poet
And I imitate the great masters
Though just how isn’t obvious
Or lapse into total
Tjnbui pmist effrenti gurdrif insay
Or simply state that emotions seem important
Even though I can’t even see
Much less explain why that should be the case
And I tell myself and others tell me
To avoid the harmful ones
And I don’t want to harm anybody
And there’s nothing to be afraid of
Nothing to be angry about
Nothing to feel the loss of
There’s nothing

Of all the poems in these pages
Only one
Entitled Desert
Has garnered the approval of strangers
And I fear that those who approve of it
Approve of something in it of which I disapprove
Namely the ostensible sentiment of the following line
The Hindus Muslims Jews Christians and agnostics deserve to die
And indeed the whole last stanza
Even though earlier in the poem
The opposite assertion appears
Characterizing the belief that the wicked deserve to suffer
As a canard
Now any reasonable person understands
That mutually exclusive statements cannot both be true
So which one is false
Unless they both are
That the justice or necessity of suffering among the wicked is a canard
Or that all humans deserve not merely to suffer but to suffer and die
I see that I have placed my trust in the reasonableness of others
Or at least in their attentiveness

I remember an occasion when Stevie Wonder
Performed Superstition on a television program
The host asked Stevie
Whether he himself were superstitious
To which with impressive patience the artist pointed out
That the lyrics state clearly
Superstition ain’t the way
I was shocked
First by the discourtesy of the question
For what decent person
Would admit publicly to so foul an acquired ignorance
But then I remembered that many disclose nay boast
That they act according to beliefs
Concerning bad luck ritual practices and the influence of demons
And my shock subsided into mere disapproval
Of the host’s inattentiveness
But here was an instance
Not of socially reprehensible acquired ignorance
But ignorance of the morally neutral
And one might say natural kind
The host has not learned to read a poem
And supposes it to be an unmediated statement of the poet’s beliefs
I’m always amused when people approvingly quote Shakespeare
Without noticing apparently that the words were spoken
By a rascal a fool a naïf or a villain
And this poem begins Very superstitious
And withholds the identity of the one
To whom superstition is attributed
And many of the words are devoted to
Cataloguing without immediate comment
Various superstitious beliefs
Such as the bad luck accruing to the baby
Who broke the looking glass
And perhaps the host was a more sophisticated listener
Than I supposed
For the refrain insists that
When you believe in things that you don’t understand
You’re going to suffer
And theists Christians among them
Profess to believe in things they don’t understand
And rather than dismiss their beliefs as superstitious
Celebrate the prevalence of supernatural forces on earth
They refuse to acknowledge the contradiction
Between belief in bad luck
And the suffering that the song warns
Follows upon superstition
Reason requires that one or the other
Is the truth

So it comes down to the problem of truth and poetry
Of which there are two separate problems
The first
The disparity of truth and statements of truth
I speak not of now
The second
The disparity of objective and subjective truth
Constitutes my current theme
Now nothing literally nothing
Is more obnoxious that the statement of a falsehood
With the smug disclaimer
Well it’s true for me
As if the sum of 7 and 5 varies from person to person
Or one could wish away the fact of slavery
It is nevertheless reasonable to observe
That different people react differently
To the objective and the social worlds we all share
Partly because ignorance is always infinite
But isn’t wonderful to say I don’t know once in awhile
And partly because emotional responses are unpredictable
And poets prize the inner life
A character flaw no doubt
A narcissistic pretext for the display of prowess
And some emotions are perfectly accordant to reason
As when we mourn the loss of a loved one
But other emotions were better never having been
Which I will not delineate here
But only will I say read Gut before reading Desert
And it is craven paranoia
Not to say authorial arrogance
For me to claim that those who have expressed approval of my work
Do so for a motive that I deem a bad reason
For they may well be more sophisticated readers
Than I have supposed
Nevertheless
Why this scandalous poem before all the others
When I know each of them to have established an occasion
For considerable practical difficulty

And the great practical difficulty is to express feeling
Not merely to name or pantomime feeling
A game of charades or a general knowledge contest
Not that the expression of feeling is everything
And poems can do many things but always in the key of feeling
But indeed
And this is no doubt another flaw of character
The poet revels in rhetoric
And worse the mere nonsense of sound
Such as the assonance of revels in rhetoric
Or perhaps since alliteration also obtains
Only half-assonance
And the ecstasy of effrent as when
Cirt lignes sid konaist lagnap
Moreover the rhetorical strategy
No more than the phonological and indeed typographical atmosphere
Is never calculation but always strives toward
Truth to imagination
So not always but often irony bespeaks rage
Not the most admirable of feelings
And one resorts unconsciously to irony
When the straightforward truth is too horrible for statement
As to react to the belief
That it is not enough for the virtuous to prosper
For also the wicked must suffer
And painful death and the overpowering dread
That accompanies death
Are not enough and therefore
The wicked must suffer unimaginable physical agony
Even after the dissolution of the body
And all are wicked
All all deserve to die
There I did it again
And I would that I could wish away The Inferno
And the Middle Ages and Western Culture
The rage of Achilles and the health of Gregor Samsa’s sister
And how dare I deny
The glories of a civilization that also produces garbage
As humans necessarily must
But it is our lot to make art out of garbage
As Rauschenberg did
The muddy mess of inner being

They were right Miss Lennon Father McLoughlin Sister Martina
Garner up the bushels of wheat
Assemble ruthlessly assemble
The Man within and above
Whose name is the Gentleman
Rigid and tall
For man is born sinful
As is obviously obvious
Born selfish vain untruthful inattentive and unclean
Unformed and disproportionate
Defects neither avoidable nor reparable
Therefore must you store away the wisdom of the ages
The old ways are of God
The new ways of the devil for example communism
Therefore must you inscribe upon your soul
As upon your flesh
The commandments and the precepts
Until at last you are possessed
Of and by a golem
If that word had not been contaminated by its history
And the preceptors spoke not that word
But it was the doctrine they intended
The Man made not of clay but of grain
So say instead The Great Man within and above
Call him Authority who is authorized to speak
While your unclean and untruthful self
Shall listen attend and heed
For you yourself are no gentleman
But instead a brute
A vice-ridden lowly animal
And thus for you is no salvation
For though you confess your sins
You do not examine your conscience thoroughly
You fail to recall the foul acts
That you commit by animal impulse
Like a dumb that is unspeaking animal
And you neglect to expose
The most shameful of your misdeeds
And instead meretriciously substitute
Plausible unexceptionable peccadilloes
So that your imperfect contrition
Yields only a feckless and null penance
And no absolution when He spews you from His mouth
And faith is a gift and in your vanity
You have nobody to blame but yourself
If you believe the gift to have been withheld
And worse you have no firm purpose of amendment
And you prefer to nurse the fleeting wish
That without renouncing the pernicious receipts
Of your debasement
You might somehow gain waiver
From expulsion into the outer darkness
Where you already reside
Hopelessly
And the suffering you now know will persist eternally
When in fact your only hope would have been
To assemble the grain-encrusted giant
In the days of your early childhood
While airplanes drop upon you atomic bombs
Therefore must you content yourself today
With the desire so unlikely of fulfillment
That you might at last hear and obey
Unto your own absolute infinite negation
And it is better never to have existed than

Shut up
Say okay

All the monsters have come again
The bespectacled giant
Who tramples originality
The planar cranium
Who obliterates distinctions
The elastic armed
Who thwarts defenses
The leering mushroom
Who quells enthusiasm
The breather of poisons
Who distracts and confuses

Not so much why have they returned
As why did they ever absent themselves
I think I must have summoned them
I was quiet and contented
Seated on the floor
Filling the containers
With melted paraffin

A wise or perhaps merely prudent person
Knows when to ask for help
And from whom
The latter being the harder condition
Most people do not recognize
The enormity of the distress
And consequently
Ob sisten ohete u ohetet ven obra ma
And hence the permittivity of the dielectric material
Tendentious abeyance
But that’s just tera bespectacled talking

One is never satisfied
To be truthful I am never satisfied
With symptomatic relief however efficacious
After all the Master Symptom
Will not be overcome

The bloated hag
Who knows what you’re going to say
The spinal spiral
Whose reach exceeds its grasp
The wrinkled tallboy
Who leads into temptation
The pliable rectangle
Who gives birth to monsters
The spindle-legged preacher
Who has an answer for everything
The antlered layabout
With the face like a fish
And distended purple belly
And crimson dessicated eyes
And stumpy or missing limbs
And reedy sharp mouth-edges
And mucilaginous lesions
And quivering shoulders
And rusted claws
And oozing joints
And leprous skin
And corrosive utterances
Who does nothing horribly

Give me cornbread when I’m hungry
Corn whisky when I’m dry

During World War I slackers were tarred and feathered
I admit it okay
I am a thief of time
Too much agenda
Too much friendly fire
This very moment
Intentional derangement
Movement by force
Self-abnegation
And I cannot bring myself to believe that rule makes right
Sound census
I prayed for madness
And madness came
In modest proportion
Still I hit the toll road
Voluntarily
And in this
Whom have I harmed nobody not even myself
The only times
When I committed injury
The only times
Were in pursuit
Of that other agenda
The secular one
Whilst I in looking upon that
See only threat
Torture
Imprisonment
Ridicule
Quick violence
A signal error
A single compound error
That achievement establishes the quantity of one’s worth
As a child
I collected feathers
I had a scarlet macaw
A golden eagle
A goldfinch
Names that meant more
Than the brightness of the object
Someone made me
A paper hat
I never learned
To do it myself
Auditory learners
Make poor writers
Poor warriors
Poor athletes
Poor physicians
Even if the doctrine of sensory learning styles has undergone thorough debunking
I might have been a musician
Had I sacrificed my childhood
Occupational habit
Please welcome to the stage
One in danger of tenure
Rickety bookshelves
Acidic paperbacks
Acetate gown
Humble scrivener
Obsolete taxonomist
Borrower of ticket stubs
Borrower of nondescript garlands
Dampened clingclang
Nothing big
Halfhearted attempt
And hence failure
To carry out intention
A poem is neither true nor false
And I have harmed myself
Unintentionally perhaps
Who never once achieved
A single instance
Of fitness of epithet