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  • Empathy and Its Limits

    If I were the lighthouse keeper
    I wouldn’t mind if ships ignored my signal
    But a schoolchild would not employ
    Such dense modality

    Is empathy even possible
    Is the Golden Rule even practicable
    When all the world’s manifestly a stage
    And to play even one’s own role is hard

    Hamlet and Lear are gay
    And we’ve had centuries for them
    But what of those other less familiar characters
    The refugee the first responder the son of an earl

    A person changes costume
    And enters a new setting
    A gown open at the back and an adjustable bed
    A patient in the hospital

    We see suffering far away and here before our very eyes
    And sometimes we wince in recognition
    Acid piercing behind the knees
    And in the salivary glands

    And if the expression is intense enough
    At last we say yes it hurts
    But surely it shouldn’t be necessary
    For the afflicted to beg for our regard

    We don’t know we don’t know
    And we use our ignorance as permission
    To avert our eyes and turn our backs
    And head willfully into the peopled rocks

  • Civil Defense

    I write from compulsion and cannot deny
    That I have entered this sickly confessional phase
    I don’t feel sorry for myself
    But I feel pity for the child some fifty-six years ago

    And to claim that child as myself makes no sense
    But I was the child who entered a sickly anxious phase
    And it was I who registered the shift
    That occurred on virtually a single day

    A plane flew over doubtless some commercial craft
    And I ran into the shelter of the house
    And I was aware both that I probably had nothing to fear
    And that if I did the house would prove no shelter

    Ours was a medium-sized city
    And I delighted in the air traffic
    That did not overcrowd the sky
    But certainly was a common enough sight

    One couldn’t see the pilot or passenger
    But I would wave and wonder who would wave back
    And I felt sure they did so for I felt sure
    That I was solid and present and visible

    And sometimes I would speak into a cupped hand
    In what I took to be the tone of radio chatter
    As if to acknowledge the fantastic character
    Of the relation of plane to me

    But today it was an object of terror
    For I had learned to duck and cover
    And I did not know how to know
    Which plane would drop the atom bombs

  • Jojo and Alyssa

    Jojo is reckless on the road
    Who exerts more control than any you’ve ever seen
    Careening down the cloverleaf
    So absolutely trusts he his own skill

    Alyssa similarly heedless of risk
    Well knows the glamour her wildness affords
    Flashing that guy as he gets off the elevator
    While screeching the lyrics of some overplayed song

    Mutual friends of mutual friends
    They have no acquaintance with each other
    Outside the crowds on social media
    But they seem all too perfectly matched

    Though still in thought untrammeled and in deed irregular
    Both have entered committed relationships
    With partners far less interesting than themselves
    Who hope no doubt to moderate the excesses

    But doubtless too if they met in person
    And hit it off and started hanging out
    Their union would add to the devastation
    But wouldn’t we love to look upon that spectacle

  • Anxiety and Method: A Confession

    For the Modernists the worst thing was sentimentality
    Which Yeats defined as The will doing the work of the imagination
    But as his championing of imagination shows
    Yeats was a transitional figure
    Who had modernized himself Pound said
    And yet who retained apparently a high regard
    For spontaneous overflow from the anima mundi
    And yet they were virtuosic technicians
    Those Romantics the early and the late
    Whose visions from the depths were ne’er so well expressed

    So somebody tell me not what poetry is
    Much less what might make it excellent
    And dear critic feel free to say that this isn’t it
    But tell me how poetry happens
    And to be candid for a change
    How one might make it happen
    With hubris aforethought
    For Yeats speaks of the frustration
    Attendant upon having for a long time sought a theme
    Thereby implying an application of will
    And not simply the capture of the vast capricious image

    And I keep trying to reach the fundamental claim
    And I read once that the Augustans produced
    A poetry of statement just as inimical to Modernist taste
    As was the gushing of the world-organic fountain
    And I feel the age-old dread arise in me again
    Its youthful formulation I will fail to achieve
    And in old age I have failed
    And again the lapse into the confessional
    And the fundamental claim that I have erred

    And I am paralyzingly aware that I lack the gift for image
    And the Modernists commanded
    Skip the Romantics skip the Neo-classicals
    Go back the the Metaphysicals with their antic conceits
    Their compass legs altar stones and pregnant fleas
    But if it’s images you seek go to the Inferno
    You might as well abandon hope
    And luxuriate in the appalling spectacle
    The gnawing on a bloody skull
    And punishment for the sin of being born too soon
    Never enough that the good should prosper
    But the wicked must be made to suffer
    And those without hope live on in desire

    And I confess that for me
    It was always a matter of verbal formulations
    And never the glory of the image
    The golden hand the solemn monument
    But DK nobody cares about you and your guilty defects
    Nevertheless From silver spouts the grateful liquors glide
    And yes there’s an image a trivial one
    A stream of coffee
    But what of grateful
    Surely a misprint for graceful
    Unless the feeling of the coffee-drinkers’ expectant gratitude
    Has been transferred to the trivial stream
    That descends into the cup as upon a continent
    In a gush of verbal magic

    And so too the unravished bride of quietness
    And spots of time with their distinct preeminence
    And even instruct me for Thou knowest
    And I am not what I am
    And I confess that naming a feeling does not express it
    As images can sometimes do
    Not only Dante’s vengeance nor Eliot’s self-importance
    But also the fair love’s ripening breast
    A tactile image of exquisite precision
    And in elegiac splendor
    The white and bristly beard of the harvested sheaf

    And why is feeling so important
    No doubt just because it is
    A world without grief or love
    A world without certainty or commitment
    And what we feel we want to be made known
    That I love my beloved
    I grieve for my late father
    And already for my mother who sustains
    The grievous onslaughts of age

    And with the feeling the expression comes again
    That I an antlered layabout
    Have merited suffering
    The more so for having exaggerated the distress
    When so many others have suffered far greater pain
    And that I a spindle-legged preacher
    Make an exception for myself when the truth is nobody
    Absolutely nobody deserves to suffer
    And that I a hornèd viper
    Have given pain to others and to myself
    Is this the thought that gives rise to the anxiety
    Have I struck a devil’s bargain
    Expression in return for dread

  • Of Value: A Brief Essay in Verse

    For Tierra

    It seems possible though unlikely
    That a poem might conduce a little
    To the increase of goodness in the world
    Though just how remains obscure

    For somehow the beautiful the true and the good
    Sustain a broad equivalence
    And in the aesthetic objective or moral sphere
    Each gives reason for approval

    But against all that there is only good or bad art
    Not moral or immoral
    So if the poem is to exert beneficence
    Some interpenetration of the spheres must obtain

    And horrible evil-doers sometimes love a poem
    And all make judgments of the beautiful
    As no doubt of the good and true
    But each judgment judges of some thing

    We need not ask how we come aware
    Of the fragrant rose or the trusting child
    For the stuff of the world asserts itself
    Distinctly and with ineluctable emphasis

  • Epigram XXX

    What are these binoculars
    doing on my desk

  • Song

    Old fools complain that everything they love
    Has now been declared bad for health
    And worse the authorities always change their minds
    Old fools write songs about the gillyflower

    Old fools complain the price of everything there is
    Including the latest innovations
    Nobody used to need anything that costs so outrageously much
    Old fools write songs about the gillyflower

    The gillyflower tender leaf smells sweetly of clove
    The gillyflower doesn’t grow around here
    The gillyflower pictures in the crumbling book of the past
    The gillyflower hardly a soul remembers

    Old fools complain the young people’s neglect
    Of everything eternal and true
    And how all deny the wisdom of great experience
    Old fools write songs about the gillyflower

  • A Letter to a Friend

    Dear Charles

    You asked me today whether I had written any poems lately
    And I was overjoyed that somebody had taken an interest
    You especially
    And you followed up with a question
    Concerning publication beyond these humble pages
    And I gave the same answer I give
    When we talk about bookings for our band
    That’s marketing
    I’m in research and development
    Which is a snobbish and unacceptable answer
    But I can speak to you artist to artist
    And ask whether you think I’m right
    That a certain snobbery obtains in the artist’s calling
    Especially one of long standing
    And I’m reminded of a conversation
    Between a member of the nobility
    And a great artist of our own time
    Who painted a great mural in the great house
    Asked by the patron how he had achieved a particular effect he replied
    Years of practice

    And our conversation continued
    And we discussed the troubled relationship
    Of the artist and the public
    And I claimed that the artist’s responsibilities include
    Educating the public
    And I went on rather gratuitously
    That the public must desire such education
    Gratuitous because as a schoolteacher I know
    That the desire to learn is the sole definition of student
    And you did not say
    Though you could have
    That the artist you admire perhaps more than any other
    Held certifiable membership in the avant garde
    And although no superstar of pop
    Sold many records
    Presumably intelligible to the masses

    Sales have never stimulated my interest
    Perhaps because I have made so few
    Despite or because of my infrequent and desultory attempts
    I have an unconsciousness moral objection to persuasion
    People do what they want
    As they should do
    I can’t compel them to enjoy my work
    I can’t even explain to them my work
    I could never teach creative writing
    Though I have been called upon to do so once or twice
    And I teach essay-writing all day long
    First
    Ours is not a neoclassical age
    Ours is an age that favors innovation
    Which the neoclassicist Dryden called
    The blow of fate
    And the contemporary artist faces the impossible task
    Of reinventing the wheel and everything else
    And secondly
    Which amounts to much the same
    Ours is an individualistic age
    And expects art to be individual expression
    Even in the collaborative mass media
    And how do you teach the expression of oneself

    So is this a poem
    Are any of them
    I say yes
    It is a thing made out of language
    A verbal artifact
    With some attention paid
    Not only to the semantic content
    But more significantly
    To the superfluous
    That is useless
    As Wilde said
    Elements
    Especially the phonological ones
    Especially the rhythmic ones
    And I am a rather elderly man
    Set in his ways
    Who uses no punctuation

    On a different plane we are collaborators you and I
    And collaborative art is more rewarding
    Even though it is easier
    Than hacking compulsively away
    I was well into adulthood before I learned
    That our culture is an industrial product
    But that knowledge came as no disillusionment
    Since I knew that the art I loved best
    Had arisen in industrial circumstances
    But I also knew that I had lived through a renaissance
    That began on the Ed Sullivan Show
    And ended at a racetrack outside San Francisco
    And in the jungles of Viet Nam
    And with a second-rate burglary
    And the throngs in the 27 Club
    And yet artists remain true to their imaginations
    And they create art
    Whether under noble patronage
    Or in search of the grail of a record contract
    Or here in the early early morning
    Hacking away
    In lonely compulsive bliss

  • Peace Cancer

    They can all be dismissed as first-world problems
    Problems with the kids
    Digestive complaints
    One crappy dishwasher after another
    And yes some people live in the first world
    And though they may vaguely sense
    The ordeals endured by the rest of the world
    They do not as that Woody Allen character did
    Cover the living room wall with the image
    Of a man blowing another’s brains out in Saigon
    They must cope
    They must admit
    That contrary to explanations current in childhood
    Unavoidable problems have arisen

    I have a problem with abstraction
    It’s always been there
    But it seems to have worsened
    With this recent turn to a confessional mode
    With its degrading dependency on the first person
    I just don’t think about tangible things
    I’ve seen plenty of objects in my life
    This street light
    This mailbox
    The horrible intrusive privet from next door
    Yes I live in the suburbs
    I’ve always lived in the suburbs
    I don’t know how to live anywhere else
    My little horse gives his harness bells a shake
    I’m so sure
    I never see wheelbarrows or chickens
    I took a pony ride at the church bazaar once
    Parochial school a privilege

    Or an image of some delicate plant
    Found only in some particular locale
    So acutely observed
    So cunningly selected to serve
    As objective correlative
    To some intense yet impersonal
    Complex of emotions
    No that’s not me
    Instead I hand it to the critics
    Though in fact my secret’s safe on these pages
    Though every poet craves fame
    The old pagan afterlife
    And I still wince to call myself poet
    And I imitate the great masters
    Though just how isn’t obvious
    Or lapse into total
    Tjnbui pmist effrenti gurdrif insay
    Or simply state that emotions seem important
    Even though I can’t even see
    Much less explain why that should be the case
    And I tell myself and others tell me
    To avoid the harmful ones
    And I don’t want to harm anybody
    And there’s nothing to be afraid of
    Nothing to be angry about
    Nothing to feel the loss of
    There’s nothing

  • Irony: A Reflection

    Of all the poems in these pages
    Only one
    Entitled Desert
    Has garnered the approval of strangers
    And I fear that those who approve of it
    Approve of something in it of which I disapprove
    Namely the ostensible sentiment of the following line
    The Hindus Muslims Jews Christians and agnostics deserve to die
    And indeed the whole last stanza
    Even though earlier in the poem
    The opposite assertion appears
    Characterizing the belief that the wicked deserve to suffer
    As a canard
    Now any reasonable person understands
    That mutually exclusive statements cannot both be true
    So which one is false
    Unless they both are
    That the justice or necessity of suffering among the wicked is a canard
    Or that all humans deserve not merely to suffer but to suffer and die
    I see that I have placed my trust in the reasonableness of others
    Or at least in their attentiveness

    I remember an occasion when Stevie Wonder
    Performed Superstition on a television program
    The host asked Stevie
    Whether he himself were superstitious
    To which with impressive patience the artist pointed out
    That the lyrics state clearly
    Superstition ain’t the way
    I was shocked
    First by the discourtesy of the question
    For what decent person
    Would admit publicly to so foul an acquired ignorance
    But then I remembered that many disclose nay boast
    That they act according to beliefs
    Concerning bad luck ritual practices and the influence of demons
    And my shock subsided into mere disapproval
    Of the host’s inattentiveness
    But here was an instance
    Not of socially reprehensible acquired ignorance
    But ignorance of the morally neutral
    And one might say natural kind
    The host has not learned to read a poem
    And supposes it to be an unmediated statement of the poet’s beliefs
    I’m always amused when people approvingly quote Shakespeare
    Without noticing apparently that the words were spoken
    By a rascal a fool a naïf or a villain
    And this poem begins Very superstitious
    And withholds the identity of the one
    To whom superstition is attributed
    And many of the words are devoted to
    Cataloguing without immediate comment
    Various superstitious beliefs
    Such as the bad luck accruing to the baby
    Who broke the looking glass
    And perhaps the host was a more sophisticated listener
    Than I supposed
    For the refrain insists that
    When you believe in things that you don’t understand
    You’re going to suffer
    And theists Christians among them
    Profess to believe in things they don’t understand
    And rather than dismiss their beliefs as superstitious
    Celebrate the prevalence of supernatural forces on earth
    They refuse to acknowledge the contradiction
    Between belief in bad luck
    And the suffering that the song warns
    Follows upon superstition
    Reason requires that one or the other
    Is the truth

    So it comes down to the problem of truth and poetry
    Of which there are two separate problems
    The first
    The disparity of truth and statements of truth
    I speak not of now
    The second
    The disparity of objective and subjective truth
    Constitutes my current theme
    Now nothing literally nothing
    Is more obnoxious that the statement of a falsehood
    With the smug disclaimer
    Well it’s true for me
    As if the sum of 7 and 5 varies from person to person
    Or one could wish away the fact of slavery
    It is nevertheless reasonable to observe
    That different people react differently
    To the objective and the social worlds we all share
    Partly because ignorance is always infinite
    But isn’t wonderful to say I don’t know once in awhile
    And partly because emotional responses are unpredictable
    And poets prize the inner life
    A character flaw no doubt
    A narcissistic pretext for the display of prowess
    And some emotions are perfectly accordant to reason
    As when we mourn the loss of a loved one
    But other emotions were better never having been
    Which I will not delineate here
    But only will I say read Gut before reading Desert
    And it is craven paranoia
    Not to say authorial arrogance
    For me to claim that those who have expressed approval of my work
    Do so for a motive that I deem a bad reason
    For they may well be more sophisticated readers
    Than I have supposed
    Nevertheless
    Why this scandalous poem before all the others
    When I know each of them to have established an occasion
    For considerable practical difficulty

    And the great practical difficulty is to express feeling
    Not merely to name or pantomime feeling
    A game of charades or a general knowledge contest
    Not that the expression of feeling is everything
    And poems can do many things but always in the key of feeling
    But indeed
    And this is no doubt another flaw of character
    The poet revels in rhetoric
    And worse the mere nonsense of sound
    Such as the assonance of revels in rhetoric
    Or perhaps since alliteration also obtains
    Only half-assonance
    And the ecstasy of effrent as when
    Cirt lignes sid konaist lagnap
    Moreover the rhetorical strategy
    No more than the phonological and indeed typographical atmosphere
    Is never calculation but always strives toward
    Truth to imagination
    So not always but often irony bespeaks rage
    Not the most admirable of feelings
    And one resorts unconsciously to irony
    When the straightforward truth is too horrible for statement
    As to react to the belief
    That it is not enough for the virtuous to prosper
    For also the wicked must suffer
    And painful death and the overpowering dread
    That accompanies death
    Are not enough and therefore
    The wicked must suffer unimaginable physical agony
    Even after the dissolution of the body
    And all are wicked
    All all deserve to die
    There I did it again
    And I would that I could wish away The Inferno
    And the Middle Ages and Western Culture
    The rage of Achilles and the health of Gregor Samsa’s sister
    And how dare I deny
    The glories of a civilization that also produces garbage
    As humans necessarily must
    But it is our lot to make art out of garbage
    As Rauschenberg did
    The muddy mess of inner being

  • The Prosecutor

    They were right Miss Lennon Father McLoughlin Sister Martina
    Garner up the bushels of wheat
    Assemble ruthlessly assemble
    The Man within and above
    Whose name is the Gentleman
    Rigid and tall
    For man is born sinful
    As is obviously obvious
    Born selfish vain untruthful inattentive and unclean
    Unformed and disproportionate
    Defects neither avoidable nor reparable
    Therefore must you store away the wisdom of the ages
    The old ways are of God
    The new ways of the devil for example communism
    Therefore must you inscribe upon your soul
    As upon your flesh
    The commandments and the precepts
    Until at last you are possessed
    Of and by a golem
    If that word had not been contaminated by its history
    And the preceptors spoke not that word
    But it was the doctrine they intended
    The Man made not of clay but of grain
    So say instead The Great Man within and above
    Call him Authority who is authorized to speak
    While your unclean and untruthful self
    Shall listen attend and heed
    For you yourself are no gentleman
    But instead a brute
    A vice-ridden lowly animal
    And thus for you is no salvation
    For though you confess your sins
    You do not examine your conscience thoroughly
    You fail to recall the foul acts
    That you commit by animal impulse
    Like a dumb that is unspeaking animal
    And you neglect to expose
    The most shameful of your misdeeds
    And instead meretriciously substitute
    Plausible unexceptionable peccadilloes
    So that your imperfect contrition
    Yields only a feckless and null penance
    And no absolution when He spews you from His mouth
    And faith is a gift and in your vanity
    You have nobody to blame but yourself
    If you believe the gift to have been withheld
    And worse you have no firm purpose of amendment
    And you prefer to nurse the fleeting wish
    That without renouncing the pernicious receipts
    Of your debasement
    You might somehow gain waiver
    From expulsion into the outer darkness
    Where you already reside
    Hopelessly
    And the suffering you now know will persist eternally
    When in fact your only hope would have been
    To assemble the grain-encrusted giant
    In the days of your early childhood
    While airplanes drop upon you atomic bombs
    Therefore must you content yourself today
    With the desire so unlikely of fulfillment
    That you might at last hear and obey
    Unto your own absolute infinite negation
    And it is better never to have existed than

  • Epigram XXIX

    Shut up
    Say okay

  • All the Monsters

    All the monsters have come again
    The bespectacled giant
    Who tramples originality
    The planar cranium
    Who obliterates distinctions
    The elastic armed
    Who thwarts defenses
    The leering mushroom
    Who quells enthusiasm
    The breather of poisons
    Who distracts and confuses

    Not so much why have they returned
    As why did they ever absent themselves
    I think I must have summoned them
    I was quiet and contented
    Seated on the floor
    Filling the containers
    With melted paraffin

    A wise or perhaps merely prudent person
    Knows when to ask for help
    And from whom
    The latter being the harder condition
    Most people do not recognize
    The enormity of the distress
    And consequently
    Ob sisten ohete u ohetet ven obra ma
    And hence the permittivity of the dielectric material
    Tendentious abeyance
    But that’s just tera bespectacled talking

    One is never satisfied
    To be truthful I am never satisfied
    With symptomatic relief however efficacious
    After all the Master Symptom
    Will not be overcome

    The bloated hag
    Who knows what you’re going to say
    The spinal spiral
    Whose reach exceeds its grasp
    The wrinkled tallboy
    Who leads into temptation
    The pliable rectangle
    Who gives birth to monsters
    The spindle-legged preacher
    Who has an answer for everything
    The antlered layabout
    With the face like a fish
    And distended purple belly
    And crimson dessicated eyes
    And stumpy or missing limbs
    And reedy sharp mouth-edges
    And mucilaginous lesions
    And quivering shoulders
    And rusted claws
    And oozing joints
    And leprous skin
    And corrosive utterances
    Who does nothing horribly

  • An Epigram from Boggs

    Give me cornbread when I’m hungry
    Corn whisky when I’m dry

  • Urbane Suspension

    During World War I slackers were tarred and feathered
    I admit it okay
    I am a thief of time
    Too much agenda
    Too much friendly fire
    This very moment
    Intentional derangement
    Movement by force
    Self-abnegation
    And I cannot bring myself to believe that rule makes right
    Sound census
    I prayed for madness
    And madness came
    In modest proportion
    Still I hit the toll road
    Voluntarily
    And in this
    Whom have I harmed nobody not even myself
    The only times
    When I committed injury
    The only times
    Were in pursuit
    Of that other agenda
    The secular one
    Whilst I in looking upon that
    See only threat
    Torture
    Imprisonment
    Ridicule
    Quick violence
    A signal error
    A single compound error
    That achievement establishes the quantity of one’s worth
    As a child
    I collected feathers
    I had a scarlet macaw
    A golden eagle
    A goldfinch
    Names that meant more
    Than the brightness of the object
    Someone made me
    A paper hat
    I never learned
    To do it myself
    Auditory learners
    Make poor writers
    Poor warriors
    Poor athletes
    Poor physicians
    Even if the doctrine of sensory learning styles has undergone thorough debunking
    I might have been a musician
    Had I sacrificed my childhood
    Occupational habit
    Please welcome to the stage
    One in danger of tenure
    Rickety bookshelves
    Acidic paperbacks
    Acetate gown
    Humble scrivener
    Obsolete taxonomist
    Borrower of ticket stubs
    Borrower of nondescript garlands
    Dampened clingclang
    Nothing big
    Halfhearted attempt
    And hence failure
    To carry out intention
    A poem is neither true nor false
    And I have harmed myself
    Unintentionally perhaps
    Who never once achieved
    A single instance
    Of fitness of epithet

  • Transmissions

    Shameka says Something’s wrong with the dinner table
    The surveillance cameras are picking up
    People using their cutlery and napkins
    But missing the actions she doesn’t know what they are
    That show much amiss
    And words misdirections cover-ups and manipulations

    Shameka says she doesn’t know what’s wrong with people
    They keep trying to make eye contact
    When she walks from the parking lot into the building
    I wish they wouldn’t take such an interest in me
    So many envelopes with inscrutable addresses
    So many messages with misaligned subjects

  • Narcissus Faust

    To ennui most modern of sins
    A new sin has been added
    Too new to have a name
    The commuter supplants the insouciant flâneur
    The solipsist ousts the secretly gay observer

    There are no streets to amble
    All embark for private worlds
    The slender wires white or black
    The heads bowed in submission
    Realms of new sensations new celebrities

    New tribes new enthusiasms
    New luxuries new frissons
    New crimes new indignations
    New achievements in unheard-of endeavors
    New spectacles of elaborate failure

    New abstraction of image from thing
    All are freed from the heavy weight
    Of bodies animate or inanimate
    In blank material space
    Gone forever the libidinous touch

    I have more memories than if I had a thousand years
    From screens that receive the white-hot projection
    Screens excited by electron rays
    Screens composed of picture elements
    Screens that illuminate and divide

  • Dream Lover

    Is there anything about you that isn’t perfect
    Don’t mention that mole on your belly
    High up near the left side
    The single maculation the single note of contrast
    Your compact body your pure body
    Uncontaminated with judgment by thought supplied
    Nothing to judge in the flawless contours
    And when you speak is not the sound
    Like chrism on the brow
    The scent of freshness the scent of ancientness
    Dark in all the right places
    Florid in all the right places
    And your touch
    Transitory soothing emphatic
    When we retreat to the secret to-us familiar region
    The landscape of forgetfulness and remembrance

  • Literary Autobiography Yet Again

    I don’t know what I’m doing or what’s to be done
    A good three quarters through the journey
    Living into an age of flails and epic fails
    I thought of myself as an easygoing child
    Or so I was told by those who would have known
    And who doesn’t know casts the stone
    And even as a child I vacillated
    Between dull contentment and lacerating anxiety
    And hence I never know what’s to be done
    And hence I recur to the middle course of routine
    Or rather wish that such a course should obtain

    The progression is rather simple
    From bright-eyed child
    To wild-eyed youth
    To heavy-eyed sour bitter old man
    Who knows not what he does

    Do I screw up more than others do
    Should I compose while under the influence
    Should I pursue the truth of theme
    Or instead dedicate myself to practicing
    The skills that mark true artistry
    Should I restrict myself to what I know
    Since I know that restriction frees the mind
    Or should I speculate at large
    Admitting without discrimination
    The elegant the perfunctory the noble and the banal
    Or should I sulk in silence
    Awaiting the next peevish outburst
    And curse my lack of inspiration
    My lack of decorum
    My defect

  • Shoes for the Dead

    Concerning the cultural patterns in Acamura
    The people there place great stress
    On the disposition of the dead
    And especially upon providing
    Appropriate footwear for the deceased
    For the dead’s own shoes are proscribed
    As are those of close friends and relatives
    And hence some member of the community
    Perhaps even a stranger to the mourned one
    Must step up to make provision
    And enable the great departure

  • A Short Poem on Any Subject Other Than Myself

    Well uh
    Current events piss me off

    Ah shit

  • Speak into the Biomorphic Artifact

    The green enamel
    Translucent over the white ceramic
    The five pairs of legs
    Just lobes really
    Like the upreared head
    With its coarse circular screen

    It is not necessary to say words
    But only speak
    Whatever comes
    Into the circular screen
    And hear the modulation
    The voice of the oracle

  • Epigram XXVIII

    Abundant recompense
    My ass

  • The Progress of Velcro

    Among the infinite and therefore breach-honorable rules
    We find the one prohibiting self-expression
    Or rather to be fair sentimentality
    From which self-expression is said to arise

    A misreading it turns out
    Of a critical rather than a poetic stricture
    Asserting that knowledge of authorial intention
    Is neither available nor desirable

    Feminine lore of textiles
    Stitching and unstitching
    Easy for gentleman professors to dismiss
    When every made thing has a maker you fools

    Lift your tender eyelids maid
    As opposed would you say to eyelids tough and horny
    And if you’re trying to be objective then concede
    No analysis without synthesis

    No wonder then that she places the embroidered fabric
    In the dresser lacking some number of glass knobs
    Along with her unconventional punctuation
    In countless thousands of fugitive stanzas

  • The Cenotaph for the Cheerful Giant

    Sometimes the inscription
    Seems almost intelligible
    You can almost make out an O or a C
    But then the C seems just an O again

    Sometimes the words seem to speak for themselves
    How else explain the spontaneous assemblies
    And the citizenry swear to a man
    They each heard an audible call

    But when challenged to remember
    What it was made the Giant significant
    They murmur and glance from their eyes’ corners
    Seeking confirmation from one another

    And one or two might have the presence of mind
    To recite what was it
    Translation or commentary
    And what’s the difference anyway

    Maybe it’s enough that it originated
    In the misty lore of ancient days
    To stand here congealed
    And pedestalled in hewn granite

    Maybe people need this
    This abstract intuition and yet
    Arbitrarily right cannot aptly compensate
    For necessarily wrong