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  • Alchemical Infusion: The Lyrics

    DK & The Hoop Snakes
    Part 1 of Alchemical Infusion: A Festival Groove
    https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_n-rRHIm96_fQhYmaLoij3BtdZrc3Zi3CI

    Animals Think
    In the ditchbed behind the houses the lone coyote sets
    Waiting to kill and eat all the neighborhood pets
    Got no mate and got no litter committing such atrocity
    Tell me why tell me why tell me why
    I wonder what do animals think
    I wonder what do animals think they don’t talk
    I wonder what do animals think
    On the beach down behind the jetty a broken-off antenna in my hand
    Carving naked pictures in the sand
    Got no job and got no money don’t you wonder why I’m wasting time
    Tell me why &c.
    In the basement you’re disappearing I know you won’t be coming out too soon
    I guess you feel alright with a needle and a spoon
    You got tons of friends and tons of money I guess it makes me wonder why
    Tell me why &c.

    When Speaks the Iron Man
    Additional words by Robert Johnson 1936
    Three old ladies three old weavers woke
    Like a light spike inside your head
    Who’s gonna hang when the filament broke
    Like a flame up inside your head
    Somebody’s written down what somebody spoke
    Like a light spike inside your head
    Flame up inside your head
    When speaks the iron man
    Eighteen wheeler rig with acid phones
    Like a light spike inside your head
    Night transporter ride the tragical bones
    Like a flame up inside your head
    They built a shrine to the precious guns
    Like a light spike inside your head
    Flame up inside your head
    When speaks the iron man
    Everything you can have everything candy from a baby
    Take it away take it away take it away
    Lightweight Luger in a sharkhunt fight
    Like a light spike inside your head
    He don’t know nothing but he knows his rights
    Like a flame up inside your head
    Bluebird flies from the left to the right
    Like a light spike inside your head
    Koolaid mushrooms have yourself a bite
    Like a flame up inside your head
    Bluebird flies from the right to the left
    Like a light spike inside your head
    Asking whatchu have to say for yourself
    Like a flame up inside your head
    Some people tell me say these blues ain’t bad
    Like a light spike inside your head
    Worst damned feeling you most ever had
    Like a flame up inside your head
    When speaks the iron man

    Doublemint Cage
    What will the market bear what will the street allow
    What is the cost per share where does the price stand now
    You bartered me in trade you named a price and paid
    You bargained in good faith you bartered me in trade
    What are fresh souls going for today
    Everything’s negotiable they say
    Gain the world and throw it all away
    Throw it away throw it away throw it away
    I bash my head against the wall these choices ain’t no choice at all
    I’m mighty limp with broke tick rage I’m in the doublemint cage
    What are fresh &c.
    You bartered me &c.

    Everything (instrumental)

    Fly Venus
    Additional words by John Keats 1819
    Here’s no time here’s no space
    Here’s no climb here’s no race
    Here’s no belt here’s no boot
    Only flesh only fruit
    Just one drop light your fire
    Precious blood warm desire
    Fly Venus fly her bodily
    You’re feeling mighty good
    Away away for I will fly to thee not charioted by Bacchus and his pards but on the viewless wings of poesy though the dull brain perplexes and retards already with thee
    See her glance hear her moan
    Water dance wave and foam
    Feel the feel feel the flow
    Ride the wheel get some more
    Everything that we share
    Take your pick ride the air
    Ride the water
    Fly Venus &c.

    For Certain
    Where does that tree begin and end
    What was the cause of the Crimean War
    What was it that you said I need reminding of
    I can’t say for certain that you’ll never know
    I’m pretty sure I’m not my mother
    I’m pretty sure I’m not my father
    I’m pretty sure I’m not the president
    I can’t say for certain &c.
    Long time ago somebody spoke it
    Long time ago somebody wrote it
    They spoke and wrote in Aramaic into Greek
    I can’t say for certain &c.

    Song (How sweet I roam’d)
    Words by William Blake 1783
    How sweet I roam’d from field to field
    And tasted all the summer’s pride
    ‘Til I the Prince of Love beheld
    Who in the sunny beams did glide
    He loves to sit and hear me sing
    Then laughing sports and plays with me
    Then stretches out my golden wing
    And mocks my loss of liberty

    Spicy Hot Roll
    We could go for a spicy hot roll yeah
    We hip we shock roll and we rock

    Tick Tock
    Words and Music by Debra Lynn Rodriguez

    Back to the World (instrumental)

    The Ballad of Briarcliff Road
    Up in Atlanta stands a stunted pine tree out on Briarcliff Road
    But in the pine wisteria all riotously grows
    Its flowers clustered like the grape but hanging empty hanging dry
    While wisteria flourishes the Georgia pine tree dies
    And right up to the ruined KFC all gutted once with fire
    Through the pine and the wisteria runs electrical wire
    And a mockingbird alight upon that Georgia Power line
    Flings his soul abroad in strains of unpremeditated rhyme
    Why do you cherish every failure
    You think each sin makes you more human
    That monument down in Decatur
    Supposed to justify your crimes
    See yourself see yourself
    No joy no sorrow yeah but only naked triumph tells me that
    The little bird fancies himself an aristocrat
    He looks so fine he looks so dapper in his uniform of grey
    And it was given me to translate what I heard the singer say
    You love your jim crow republic
    You love your rotten old lost cause
    Your wretched oaths and sacred contracts
    Your dirty bills of sale
    See yourself see yourself
    The cars swerve by they’re all sealed up they neither hear nor do they see
    The pine tree or the singer or the ruined KFC
    Or how you’ve got to burn the past before the future can arrive
    Or how all smothered up in beauty Georgia pine tree struggles to survive

    Part 2 of Alchemical Infusion: Roll and We Rock

    Too Good
    Don’t be too good now my baby
    You’re pretty good now my baby
    Don’t be too good babe
    ‘Cause any better’d be too good
    We’d have to start over
    Don’t be too good baby

    My Heart Leaps Up
    Words by William Wordsworth 1802
    My heart leaps up when I see a rainbow in the sky
    So was it when my life began
    So is it now I am a man
    So be it when I shall grow old
    Or let me die
    The child is father to the man
    And I could wish my days to be
    Bound each to each
    In natural piety
    The child is father to the man

    September 13
    No cloud interrupted the perfect sky the air just hinting autumn’s cool
    Afar a dog was raising up its voice the kids were all safe in school
    And not a tender leaf trembled on the tulip tree
    Nobody acted mean on September 13
    The neighbors raised a hand in greeting then and raised the outward-turning palm
    So sweet the sign of civility so sweet serenity and calm
    And not a tender &c.
    Which god creator of benevolence could make such a perfect sky
    That day when over Atlanta not a single plane did fly
    And not a tender &c

    Well of Happiness
    It is the object of my pleasure
    In its bright clean loveliness
    It is the object that I treasure
    It is the well of happiness
    It takes the rough stuff that I’m bringing
    It takes my loving fond caress
    It is the song I am singing
    It is the well of happiness
    It is the well of happiness
    Image breaking image making making your own free choice
    Pen, pallette, or fiddle bow you know you will find your voice
    In this world of shame and sorrows
    In this world of sore distress
    On this day and all tomorrows
    It is the well of happiness
    Image breaking image making making it doing it right
    Nothing to fear when day turns to night
    When the lamp lights a light
    Remains a friend
    When everyone’s gone
    Makes it true makes it real
    Cause it knows how it feels
    And it rains every day in a song
    Well of happiness

    You Don’t Need Everything
    You don’t need you don’t need everything
    You don’t need you don’t want everything
    You don’t need you don’t need everything

    Wild Guitar
    Everybody’s crazy living in their homemade worlds
    Boys dream of boys girls dreaming about girls
    Ready to take on that weird destiny
    To be strange for the rest of their lives
    It is an unnatural act it is an unnatural act it is an unnatural act
    To play the wild guitar
    Flying eight miles high I forgot to bring the plane
    I think I can see my house from up here I believe that makes me sane
    Ready to take on that weird destiny
    To be strange for the rest of my life
    It is an unnatural &c.
    Don’t jump for joy when they wash out your cage
    They get around to it once in an age
    You’ve got a reason to set your soul on fire
    I feel it streaming right down through the wire
    Moving microwave ovens dreaming of love and fame
    Tasting the blood of strangers seeing they’re not to blame
    Ready to take on that weird destiny
    To be strange for the rest of our lives
    It is an unnatural &c.

    Hard to Leave
    I see the dawn I see the sunset
    I see beauty out my doorstep
    The daffodils came early again this year
    Ain’t it hard to leave Ain’t it hard to leave the place you love
    I see your face light up with gladness
    I see you knocked down hard with sadness
    I’ve heard you tell the world how it’s gonna be
    Ain’t it hard &c.
    When I get back to the world where I’m supposed to be
    When I get back to the world that was so hard to leave
    I see everybody worry
    I see everybody hurry
    They’re gonna get there soon enough anyway
    Ain’t it hard &c.

    Just a Toy
    You forget to think about what she might want
    She’s just a prize to be won
    She’s just a female sex toy to you
    She’s just a toy
    Get her drunk and drugged enough she can’t say no
    You don’t want her to know
    She’s just a &c.
    Well now here’s a thought you know you could be kind
    It never enters your mind
    She’s just a &c.

    Eyes Shine
    Your lynx eye
    Your castle eye
    Your cat’s eye
    Your acid eye
    Your makeup eye
    Your street eye
    Your needle eye
    Your region eye
    Your eyes shine with seeing
    Your eyes shine with singing
    Your eyes shine with saying
    I know
    Your leaf tongue
    Your cat’s tongue
    Your crown tongue
    Your wailing tongue
    Your arrow tongue
    Your animal tongue
    Your golden tongue
    Your strenuous tongue
    Your eyes shine &c.
    I know I know I know
    You got illuminating eyes You got universal eyes
    Your eyes drive the water up from the ground
    Your meat thumb
    Your emphatic thumb
    Your late thumb
    Your impact thumb
    Your tool thumb
    Your greasy thumb
    Your sharpened thumb
    Your snap thumb Your eyes shine &c.

    Peace March
    Words by Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. 1963
    Let us all hope that the dark clouds of racial prejudice will soon pass away and the deep fog of misunderstanding will be lifted from our fear drenched communities, and in some not too distant tomorrow the radiant stars of love and brotherhood will shine over our great nation with all their scintillating beauty.

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  • There

    My father said
    You can sleep in as long as you want to
    But we have to get these goats to her by noon

    I didn’t see any goats

    So I asked Keith Richards who was also there
    Hey Richard I said and got a little confused
    Should I start smoking marijuana
    I gazed closely downward
    And I could see the finely ground weed mixed in
    With hooks and screws
    Dirt and nails
    Nuts and grommets
    And a few shreds of cellophane
    A little allen wrench was in there too

    And so it is I thought
    We focus sharply on what we cannot grasp
    And we don’t know much about the periphery
    Most of the time we see what we expect to see
    Whether that’s what’s really there or not

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  • Dejection

    I can’t write a happy song
    Don’t say can’t I tell myself
    I talk to myself a lot
    Although do I really know
    Whether I talk to myself more than anybody else does

    I can’t sincerely say
    Oh what a beautiful morning
    It is raining but that has nothing to do with it
    To whom would I make
    This spurious subjective claim

    The situation is not that bad
    The situation is this
    I have habitual ways of doing things
    As now talking to myself in Google Docs
    But doesn’t everybody have habits

    Some more than others I suppose
    But I don’t know anybody else
    Who fills screens with unpunctuated words
    Or who makes lists
    Of self-critical or rather self-condemning thoughts

    Who when words don’t materialize
    Makes up inexistent pmisti effrent
    Who seeks permission from the greats
    For slovenly slack
    Like Keats’s thine ‘appiness

    And I’m so tired of the sickly confessional mode
    That’s why I tell myself
    That I should compose something happy
    But when I feel happy
    I don’t feel like filling or overfilling a Google Doc

    And it’s not like I’m never happy
    But it’s also not like doing something else
    Makes me happier
    And so I sit at the keyboard
    And talk to myself

    Put an image in there I say
    Yesterday you saw a big butterfly
    So light that it barely needed to flap its wings
    And when it did it did so slowly
    Never a good sign addressing oneself as you

    I’ve written some good poems
    Surely I’ve written a happy one here or there
    Have I ever written one that was both happy and good
    Wait a minute
    What makes me so sure about either proposition

    Those I admire brim with self-confidence
    Whitman Muddy Waters Dickinson
    Keats in spite of everything
    But the diffident ones too have their moments
    Howling Wolf kicked out of the army for melancholia

    I am at peace being a bad poet
    That’s an improvement
    Over the situation that used to be
    When I castigated myself
    As no poet at all

    I mean that bar is pretty low
    I can call myself a poet all day long
    Really the author can’t judge
    One way or the other
    Or maybe the good ones know they’re good

    I just wish I could write a poem
    That’s not so damned dismal
    Cakes and ale
    There’ll be no cakes and ale boy
    No beer and cheezy pooves

    The works that I judge relatively successful
    Just come to me and I’ve always known
    To the extent that knowing is possible
    That the way I work
    Won’t fulfill an assignment

    For years I’ve imagined the implantation
    Of a device with psychotropic properties
    A month ago I received a real cochlear implant
    And when I awoke I had prolonged vertigo
    Accompanied by violent nausea

    I don’t think I’m a narcissist
    You don’t gaze into the pool and see a vortex
    I know I’m not a solipsist
    I knew that the world was spinning for me alone
    I crouched and vomited while everybody else remained upright

    Tomorrow I’m getting the external component
    They tell me I’ll hear something
    But intelligible sound will take a while longer
    I don’t know the point
    But I don’t need an implant to talk to myself

    If I can’t say can’t what can I say
    And separate question
    How do I know what I can’t say or can
    And separate question
    Who issues the prohibition or the permission

    That’s the problem isn’t it
    The assumption that situations are created
    That is created by somebody
    And that I omnipotent creator of my situation
    Have botched the job

    And the truth is I revise
    Today is now the day for the activation
    The rain has ceased
    But I feel a moral obligation
    Or perhaps a mere compulsion to publish

    Sorry dear reader
    To have left you out of the mix
    Out of my cheapass therapy
    It’s not terribly therapeutic in point of fact
    Habitually to figure oneself a failure

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  • Near the End of His Seventh Decade

    Michael Harris II gets another base knock up the middle
    And I remember Ernie Johnson’s
    Or maybe it was Skip Caray’s dictum
    That You have to be pretty good to be that lucky
    And I’m damned lucky to be alive
    So I guess I’ve been pretty good
    If Money Mike is any indication

    I’ve tempted fate a time or two
    And maybe I’m tempting fate right now
    If I permit myself to suppose
    All the filthy habits safely behind me
    For ubiquitous is the opportunity
    And lavish with permission have I been
    The solid sidewalks of my leafy suburb
    Cannot efface the squalid lights
    That reflect in oily iridescence
    From midnight streets

    True to some extent one can remain
    Aloof from the path of perdition
    And healthy habits can nudge the foul ones to one side
    And one can somewhat conveniently forego
    Those pleasures requiring cash payment
    Arbitrary deterrent
    But indulgence in this or that substance
    Or this or that pleasurable activity
    Stands not chief among the skills of self-destruction
    For life is suffering
    And nothing hurts worse than the desire
    Never to suffer

    In dreams we are each an artist
    And how I have dreamed to sojourn with the gods
    And enjoyed an endless bliss in lofty place
    Only to drown in wakefulness
    And thence to feed those rich addictions
    The habits of defeat self-condemnation and despair
    And crushing ennui deadliest of sins
    To drive myself yet lower
    To approach the misty substrate of the atom

    How strange that to feed the craving never satisfied
    Induces only further craving
    Misty thickets
    Briars sticktights and beggarman’s patches
    Ticks with their viral subterfuge
    Phlebophagous mosquitos
    And the nightmare worm
    That burrows through the auditory nerve
    Cousin to the penetrant of coffins
    And to salamanders that batten on the pyre
    To speak in language of damnation

    And yet they are but rare
    These monsters that burn upon the night
    That brand their lurid images
    On the retina of the soul
    The green ones red
    The blue ones yellow
    And yet enfeoffed and affiliated even they
    With the indigo the orange and the violet
    On rainy sunlit afternoons
    As the brain invents refractions
    Upon the closing of the eyes
    Even so my restless consciousness
    Never without a song gliding or surging
    Or rattling in my head
    Perchance to supplant the voice of dire chastisement

    To replace the voice that had been implanted
    Parasitic worm
    The psychotic nightmare though never forgotten
    Of horrid hell demeaning torture universe of agony
    Foisted by priests and nuns and their lay accomplices
    Who in their delight at inflicting pain
    Devoted their awestruck humility to Him who would inflict pain
    Forever and ever world without end amen
    The God who will torture interminably for masturbation mortal sin
    Burning pain imagine they insisted the pain of fire forever
    The pain of flame licking and flogging a child without cease
    True there was this little heaven they promised
    For the price of a minute’s humiliation
    Inventing sins to report to the confessor leering behind his screen
    A heaven peopled by little saints with their ridiculous little miracles
    The virgins the martyrs the canonized bishops never any humans
    Humans with their meals their slumber and their deaths
    And their songs of joy of sadness or of nothing in particular
    Songs of a world where humans eat and sleep and die

    The caroling boy and why are the cousins
    Never called upon to sing at family gatherings
    To stand and render the show tune
    With its extensive lyrics and complex modulation to the bridge
    Willing no doubt graciously to receive applause
    And next the frolicsome youth self-conscious and perplexed
    Too involved with pleasure for rage or resentment
    Relieved to discover the mere falsity
    The emptiness of that hellish deathscape though never forgotten
    In favor of three chords and two-part harmony
    The luckiest boy in Jacksonville at home on the stage
    In love and loving the desirable and desiring
    Well aware of what came naturally and others called talent
    And next the journeyman entertainer
    Caterer to bikers sailors stewardesses suburban adulterers and drunken spring breakers
    Proficient in drunkenness and worse
    And the bourgeois school teacher
    But hey did you know that songs are poems
    Paterfamilias and the last to leave the faculty party
    And the artist with the expensive gear typical of the century
    While what can be accomplished for no cost
    These pages must show
    And this morning with babe blanket-wrapt
    Fetching the paper as I had done with her mother
    I display my fair round belly and my hearing aids
    And I smile misty skyward with fewer teeth than previously
    And the compliant girl who loved the lucky boy
    Loves the geezer with the white and bristly beard

    And Three Studies for Figures at the Base of a Crucifixion
    And Bacchus and Ariadne
    And The Fighting Temeraire Tugged to Her Last Berth to Be Broken Up
    And The Shrimp Girl
    And Miles and ‘Trane and Monk and Cannonball
    And the hibiscus-bedecked singer of Strange Fruit
    And Shorter and Hancock bent in prayer at Hiroshima
    And the Stones and the Beatles and Smokey
    And Aretha and Dylan and James Brown
    And guitar and bass and drums and horns
    And Billy Preston at the Hammond
    And doomed Keats and Hendrix and Cobain
    The poets who died too young
    And Wordsworth who died too old
    And Blake who limned the images vouchsafed to him
    And Vertigo and the Wizard of Oz
    42nd Street Apocalypse Now and Space Odyssey or Oddity
    And enigmatic Richard D James the Banksy of audio
    And troubled Silas Marner and vacillating Hans Castorp
    And Mood Indigo heliconian fount of beauty
    And the slow movement of the Seventh
    And those gorgeous works of art with nasty accessories
    That you can’t deny or erase object how you will
    The joy and dread and gross disrespect etched in a lump of lapis lazuli
    And Whitman and Dickinson Americans who spoke the truth
    Who invented a new language for speaking the truth
    As had Shakespeare and Wilde
    And David Melnick woi cirtus cvmwoflux
    And Louis Havemercy Armstrong
    And I won’t tick off the list
    For completion isn’t a thing
    The finish isn’t a thing
    And I could make a list that goes for miles to catalog
    All ye know on earth and all ye need to know

    Nearly seventy and still singing the madness song
    Still showing up for work
    Three square meals and more
    But who are these approaching
    So splendidly appareled
    Are they not the dear ones the fine-fine ones
    Who make life hard to leave
    The living and the dead
    The old and young and in between
    The singers the philosophers the scientists
    The readers of books and the writers
    The experts and the amateurs
    The stitchers the menders the makers of buttonholes
    The wearers of masks and those who go barefaced
    The toddlers devourers of knowledge
    The small children contrivers of sentences never before spoken
    This must be snowman coffee
    The elders capable of no more than a smile
    Come to share to celebrate
    The holy communion of family and friends

    Amid the hundred maladies
    And the thousand shocks
    And the disorders dyspepsia disabilities and dysfunctions
    Bad stomach
    Bad heart
    Bad central nervous system

    A work of art
    A few friends
    A warm bed
    And thou beloved

    I really don’t care any more when I might die
    But silent universe
    Great power that replies not
    Or if it speaks speaks in a language I cannot understand
    Let no sorrow or suffering enter the lives of those I love

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  • I Love Pussy

    She tells me she disapproves of the term
    But she suggests no alternative
    And I excessively attentive to a single topos
    Plagued no doubt by justly outmoded attitudes try

    Or perhaps the thought of enjoying sharing pleasure
    A little too much too self-servingly much and loud distracts
    And how she is mysterious and intriguing
    And I blunt and obvious and much too much

    A thought not of a body part
    Nor even of an action
    But of a form of pleasure
    Hymn of praise obvious and outmoded

    And I am ashamed of myself
    I too disapprove of this bluntness this repellence
    That I never wanted or created
    Ashamed of my failure to uncreate myself

    And too much expression of my own blunt loud personality
    But she disapproving not ungenerous
    But ready with objections
    For my own obvious attentions

    As predictable as the tide
    Inconsistent as the ocean
    Repellent but gregarious
    Blunt but sometimes subtle

    In all innocence I try
    But innocence wears poorly on the old and outmoded
    And a word comes quickly
    To pierce a distracted understanding blunt and loud

    A word from a certain or indeterminate or mistaken source
    That aims to puncture distraction
    To slice open the truth
    To mortify certain attitudes old and outmoded

    Justly outmoded attentions
    Steeped in attitudes justly superceded
    About a man’s body or a woman’s
    Not forceful but a bit much and blunt

    My own attentions outmoded and conventional
    The obvious joke the blunt assessment
    The personality repellent and blunt and easily hurt
    The single-minded excesses tipping into topical sadness

    I take pride excessive and deadly
    In the old sad hymn of praise
    Which I neither uncreated nor created
    The personality and the attention and I try

    Nobody loves sadness in old age
    The reaping that follows the sowing
    The white and bristly beard
    Old attitudes of blunt old days and dead

    And nobody wants that oft-told tale
    Not even I of brooding on coldness
    When I am cold though outwardly loud
    Site of recurrent death and unfeeling feelings

    Cold dry salty and bitter
    Importer of the cold north
    Injector of substantial cold and dry
    Who wields the rotating death taper

    Who dons the truth-enforcing mask
    The jolly joker
    The mock enlivening piercing turning taper
    That lights with cold light and dead

    Perhaps you thought the dead do not move
    Perhaps you thought the dead harbor no thoughts
    Perhaps you thought the dead suffered no cravings
    Perhaps you thought old dead attitudes simply disappear

    Or that the dead know not where they are
    For while it is true
    That the sucking vortex is disorienting
    Yet that space that crushes space asserts itself

    And she lively ready with a word
    A quick and sharp assessment
    One of us is short on understanding
    A little distracted too much by thought of pleasure

    Pierced unexpectedly into sadness
    Distracted by old attitudes
    A single topos a blunt personality
    Repellent and easily brought to death

    She puts me down
    I can’t complain
    When I outmodedly self-servingly try
    And she puts me down

    Ah well away
    I try too much to share
    And how much is too much
    To an understanding a little short and self-serving

    Always considering myself first
    Always the self-serving assessment
    Always overeager and seeking not paying attention
    Always already dead

    A little short of sight
    A little hard of hearing
    A little self-serving of unearned complaint
    A little obvious of joke

    I
    I am the one at fault
    When blunt and repellent I bruit
    A sadness a single topos and dead again

    I was sick and loud
    Blunt and repellent in my joke of death
    I yearned for death
    In all innocence I tried

    I had vertigo and vomited for hours
    Hear me youth of your life to come
    Hear my blunt prophecy and sad
    The old outmoded hymn of praise

    I love little Pussy her coat is so warm
    And if I don’t hurt her she’ll do me no harm
    I’ll not pull her tail nor drive her away
    But Pussy and I very gently will play

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  • Rudy with a Candle

    I dreamed again of Leopold Bloom’s dead son
    Extending the candle and appareled in a white cassock
    A blond bowl haircut such as boys wore in the Eighties

    And gazing upon him I remembered
    My own red cassock and the severe pompadour
    Of the Catholic Sixties

    You are also my son I felt compelled to say
    I felt driven to insist to the poor dead lad
    That I derided by confusion and sentimentality cared

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  • Thoia Ssue

    Hwoe teks ferm sela duomo temberas
    Psoeies maschs mronlely ferbrli temp
    Stirpig aewah semply gratii raticles odir seniuntug
    Als esse parmbule bann lat dletreierens
    Thoia ssue

    Woi citrus idor kern of ak oddir senkts
    Oddir thrfits cnsonnts irrup met voyles
    Sonior leld treiror eld biandsokte
    Striang ferosdrah threep idor snectimnuus
    Snas ssue

    Smesirricul cannullis swey selldly croupted
    Swey selldy dravan zerwids virtweygo
    Dysbens mat elz nour queelibre
    Mat els noor diskipouollain
    Toia ssue

    With muss levesk pluezuess un pluesuez
    Halsod fgruae ganadamnadon ssoenss
    Wile guezzidueb cute stra fistlua
    Ngra nrotrociocious mpostihoom
    Bels ssue

    Hals thme croescrad omb mrealay Eioumbesmiey
    Fenalmont nguttato dubatsome
    Fenalmont ratur sicurly fenal
    Cugstdu se facracs dieses cealerendarwe
    Ssue derond

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  • The Questionables

    That troop of super-heroes who
    Upon sensing any disturbance in the episteme
    Convene and dispense their inscrutable wisdom

    How bass is bass
    What if my father had done something awful
    Does number ever

    Inflection or innuendo
    Iago or Desdemona
    Flagstaff or Phoenix

    How does the worth of troubles compare to that of a hill of beans
    Wouldn’t you just die without Mahler
    Do you suppose this throng can’t keep it up all day long

    What does that celebrity think about it
    How can you tolerate such banality
    Do fish cherish desires

    How would one achieve apperception of the one life within us and abroad
    How would one reconcile the competing narratives in Absalom, Absalom!
    How would one articulate the emotional effect of Opus 132

    Parsimony or impecuniousness
    Sobriety or abstinence
    Must may might or can

    Are you ready for the catastrophe
    Did you hear about the recent shameful event
    When if ever

    Is involvement the question
    Or communication
    Or passion

    Wake or sleep
    Vision or waking dream
    Men or gods

    What was the length of your uncle’s sentence
    Have they perfected the thinking machine
    When did the Constantinopolitans succumb

    Why now
    Why me
    Why a duck

    Have those wounds from Thermopylae healed yet
    What was the temperature of your mother’s touch
    Again with the unladen swallow

    Have you ever seen the rain
    Did they succeed in levitating the Pentagon
    Who lost China

    What’s blacker than black
    What’s whiter than white
    What’s fusciaer than fuscia

    Why not use punctuation marks
    What did he know and when did he know it
    Do we not bleed

    Human or person
    Heredity or environment
    Inherent or contingent

    Remember the ladies
    Would you ever want to be again with that retching monster
    Are we not men

    Do cherries desire to go fishing
    Does your dog bite
    Does the Pope shit in the woods

    What’s Hecuba to him or he to Hecuba
    Shall the blessed sun of heaven prove a micher and eat blackberries
    What light through yonder window breaks

    That thing that slithering blob coming toward us what is it
    What me worry
    How would life be different without television commercials

    Are the mondegreens in season yet
    Do westerly winds promise drought or rain
    Did the Indians lose to the Giants

    What was the Hammurabian sanction
    What was the Westfalian treaty
    What was the Arian heresy

    Girl in distress Jess
    Got a fag Mag
    Left on your own Tyrone

    Does it matter that I’m
    Does it matter that it’s
    Does it matter that anything

    How up is over
    What if I never took any action
    Do facts ever

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  • Medusa

    I dreamed I saw Medusa ringleted
    And supplied with useless vestigial wings
    Her tongue aloll like that of Kali homicide
    Her stature gigantic
    Great Pegasus tucked under an arm
    Like a schoolgirl’s satchel
    And though she lacked her emblem serpents
    And an eye was obscured by a cast
    The other eye bloomed sickly with petrific power
    To replace the gelatinous flesh
    With mineral composite
    She the living anomaly
    More statue than organism
    More fossil than statue
    Vengeful for the slight of oblivion
    Compelled to repeat upon all
    The agony of her own fate

    I awoke to leave behind
    The part of me that had turned to stone

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  • Extra Careful

    I prefer not to exercise extra care
    Though I admire Cronkite’s modulated disapproval
    As he recited the DoD’s mendacious numbers
    And I commend the Dragon Conner’s
    Courtly mutuality in tongues Elvish Ewok or Klingon

    I prefer to blunder through the kitty litter
    Blust’ring iambickish pentamatroid
    Blistered fingering of the electric guitar
    A teeshirt and jeans over which laps
    My balloonic oft-caressed belly

    More Pollock than Seurat
    More De Kooning than Pollock
    More action than concept
    Dirty diapers runny noses
    And Pentheus torn limb from limb

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  • Morning after a Thunderstorm

    Everything’s gotten just a little worse
    Than it ever used to be
    But in the light after the storm had gone
    I saw a honey bee

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  • Texttile

    The shuttle shuttles forth and back
    Amniotic threads having tworled distaffly
    Between thumb and finger that might have plied the tamboura
    Antistabile discursor
    Against the rotational force
    Defining an ominous plane horizontal vertical or oblique
    Two but two interpenetratively
    Placental yarns having spindled plummetly
    Or wound upon the wheel

    Like all dreams they aggregate
    To create a placket mass solid flexible and soft
    Like an albuminate and foundational slab
    Or the pleonastic bier upon which the corpse is displayed
    Of one who has died in secret and alone
    Or effluencing the uncanny smell of the birthing chamber
    A there not there

    A gown for Rapunzel
    A house for a chimpanzee
    The tale the spinny stars tell
    Hera’s lactation or Hyades’ tears
    The spider’s web spangled with dew
    Both what has happened and what you will do
    Evermore about to was
    The warp of one and the weft of the other

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  • The Urge

    More people should enjoy
    The pleasure of resisting the urge

    More people should enjoy
    The pleasure of giving in

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  • Wrtng

    It cannot murrad for itself this oozy severance
    Watery pause insubstantial
    This patient denaturing
    Bhle and again bhle
    This pastoral glyph
    Mundane pause artificial
    This orange fulcrum
    The one remaining flammantia
    It cannot sairrup for itself this enveloping desire
    Orange pause spindly
    No face yet but only this yawpish howl
    Suffering hold
    Tormentuous arthold
    Taking a step back from this precipitating softness
    The registry of impossible narrative
    Or practically pause impossible
    This very refrainment
    Amniotic threads
    This quazi-salutary slackening
    Wispy demonstrations from
    Tortentious pause ergotacious
    Distaffly for twirling
    These vague pause tentative fingers
    Photorealist protoindoeuropean
    This insignificance that matters so intensely
    Take from the dresser the cruelest month
    Replace it with the merest party favor
    The running dye that spoils the laundry
    The fifth pause stage
    Acceptance of terminal fabulosity
    Sometimes brief
    Sometimes simple
    This leaking lacerance cannot murrap for itself
    Declining pause conjugal
    Pause quash pause
    Bees to flowers flowers to bees

    Coda
    Beyond the flaming ramparts of the world
    Beyond the flaming ramparts
    No objects no entelechy
    No need for further explanations
    Who has the courage to speak the word reality
    To say it is so and so it is
    See the bells upon the cheetahs’ collars
    Unencumbered by any tether to the chariot
    From which Bacchus leaps
    Does he rescue Ariadne from the fearful pards
    Who seem no more threatening than the soft-padding tyger
    Or seize her for himself
    And cast her crown amid the tale-spinning stars

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  • Adjectival

    Foreshortened unreliable compressed
    Distant rampant verdant trenchant
    Critical serious lamentable guarded disproportionate
    Exiguous parsimonious void impecunious nugatory
    Rushed debilitated unfathomable deranged
    Fair soft terse dim hot plush big curt hard cold great limp
    Risible foolish pishworthy superfluous
    Fractious fragmented fragile frigid feral frank fresh
    Deliquescent delirious deleterious delapidated
    Weak feeble helpless etiolated muzzy doddering
    Cruciform xi crosswise chiastic
    Mala dégueulasse furshlugginer fucked up baufällig
    Crusty fusty busty rusty musty lusty gusty trusty dusty
    Friendly deadly fiddly stately bodily burly beastly
    Tangermane quintillious finipic tulgey bredest polterine terrinate villose
    Bang on straight up tuned in rolled up turned out
    Tall rich young rare strong best tart sure fit sharp
    Sapient judicious wise sagacious shrewd percipient astute
    Sanguine phlegmatic bilious melancholic
    Numerous plenipotentiary fulminous Brobdingnagian august

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  • Not the First Time

    She enjoys refrigerated plums or
    A room-temperature peach
    Avocado mashed with asian peppers
    I don’t understand the bulbous olives
    But it’s okay for her to like them

    How did they make those harsh sounds
    Sound so good
    In that musical composition
    How do I accept the death of Nepomuk
    Nepo who called himself Echo

    Not the first proviso
    Not the first proposal
    The still life without ever lifting the pen
    The plump fruits the glistening sea creatures
    Their repetition on a flat panel
    How did they trammel that infinity

    Are we morally obliged to hope
    To expect a Stuckey’s at every next exit

    Children do not refer to themselves
    In the third person
    How do I accept the blunder of representing them thus
    Or is it that at any moment
    The world should cease to be the customary one

    Problems are opportunities
    Recited the motivational speaker
    Opportunities for more problems
    The eternal return of not quite the same

    Why should the thought of tasty fruit
    Make me sad
    Why should a fairy tale put me in mind
    Of the Berlin wall
    The luscious pulp of tangled fibers
    The beguiling juice
    The sweet the sour the salty the bitter

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  • After Serrano

    A real artist uses sweat of course
    And spit nail snot jizz and blood
    Or crushes seeds in horse manure
    Or mixes lampblack and petroleum jelly

    I lied when I professed a Wordsworthian fear of vacancy
    Hoping to be mistaken for the Mage
    When in truth my cup runneth over
    A surfeit of vile imaginings

    I’m sorry Your Majesty
    Death is not dusty
    It’s moist sticky gelatinous and cold
    Windex for glass so clean it seems to disappear

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  • After Matisse

    Invite the five women their bodies
    Still glowing from their exertions
    Let them join again their spontaneous celebration
    Link hands and make the joyful round
    Each adopt her characteristic posture
    Upright or nearly falling
    Neither nude nor naked for the fall of man
    Has not occured

    And why should your accompanists the men
    Occupy a separate panel with their pipes
    For melody has been invented but not
    The world-drenching woe of sexual shame
    Invite too the children their simple bodies
    Of green and gold and blue and deep purple
    And rose and cappuccino

    The costume of the painting in which we live
    When Hatshepsut afixed the beard of command
    Was her rule more humane than that
    Of either of the two Tutmoses
    Piero’s stubbled penitents must leave their eternity
    Pressing unceasingly their palms together
    Like a sixties girl trying to increase her bustline

    The corpse is richly attired
    Reddened her lips
    Her rings her sentimental necklace
    Solemnly displayed
    Incense enacts her immortality
    And masks her mortality
    Still she joins the dance
    At last she drops the pretense of volition

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  • Against Excellence

    Two boats the yellow and the blue
    Are moored against the pilings
    Behind them rises the great double sail
    Which two little figures unfurl in greeny gold
    Two houses stand higgledy-piggledy on the wharf
    Their blue walls pierced by intermittent windows
    A homunculus in an orange shirt strides
    Or stands with legs apart
    Never before did this image appear
    Phenomenally on earth
    Never will it grace the walls of MOMA or the Frick
    The old lady who made it never tried to sell it
    Never sought for fame

    After he lost mobility my father
    Diligently composed haiku
    Which he regarded as five seven five syllables
    No trembling plum blossoms or gathering snow
    Just his dependency upon my mother

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  • For Aiden McCarthy

    We who live will make the world
    A decent place for you to grow up in

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  • M Negation: Hybrent

    Aye neeteen ona pangyrone
    Libera libera may
    Neon wash rey gray fructless prorho
    Galls in stevebreed petitio aye nnedeen

    Not the full acebrace ealdrov
    Never them glownering sprits agu
    Gibt mick den panarones reg ratioale
    Als needeen prey sammistid

    Mundi spitifus dys array reyschau
    Perseiu mayb flew hrose awloft
    Ight la wills wishes melnchthoror tamben afor
    Curr roar fewlowws demnae furlt

    Canst thou fel low bract nels longtom sur la topas
    Nal tumb la nues burgrather la newes
    Case bain ace brae whe dreams may eggrum
    The highest vwoel dethurst conamblulist

    Verbal corrubtion as uns highhold burywares
    Or the bugy ficks transputin
    Nominus gravibus sere tolt mundo
    Thaet waes grut kronloss ngrut forstol

    Bad for stuff
    Nought left of to complain
    Plain pain
    Notaye for woel for nadarons

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  • The Wingèd Horse

    In a dream I saw an eagle aloft
    Struggling with some unseen prey
    When in pursuit of the bird
    Flew the great wingèd horse

    As black as sculpture in obsidian
    The sunlight gleaming off its glossy flanks
    No need for galloping motion
    The huge wings drove it forward

    After a moment out of sight
    The horse returned but now a radiant white
    Was there then a team of chargers
    And why the troubling opposites

    The steed returned again black as before
    I yearned to tell the people of horse and eagle
    Of the miracle just overhead
    The flight by now in a far corner of the sky

    I never exposed the dream to myself as dream
    But rejoiced in the impossible
    The horse never struck me with its hoof
    I never thought to wish for such a blessing

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  • Excess of Joy Brings Forth Sorrows

    I fear the world is offended by
    The symptoms I exhibit of bliss
    When things are going right for a change
    And all I want to do is laugh and joke
    And play the frenzied clown
    And the jokes fall flat
    Because they really aren’t that funny

    Safer to complain of horror suffering trauma tyranny neglect oppression violence coercion genocide deceit humiliation madness waste ugliness greed violation contempt ignorance cruelty manipulation insensitivity and the panoply of human inventiveness

    But humans invented poetry
    They invented jokes
    They did not invent but discovered
    Grief
    The pang of loss whether reparable or irreparable
    And the bliss of remembering the beauty of the lost

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  • Nothing Is 1 (2nd of a Series)

    Nothing is 1
    Everything is 2 or 3 or 5 or 9
    Or sometimes π or the square root of 2
    Or sometimes my love is like a red red rose

    Disapproval is possible without hatred
    Correction is possible without loathing
    Acceptance is sometimes possible
    Even without correction

    Here’s the painting I would paint if I were a painter
    Against a background in shades and shades of white
    Fortified by a tiny tincture of crimson
    5 shimmering bars in silvergray
    None fully at the vertical
    All well away from the horizontal
    In varying degrees of obliquity

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  • Extremity (Epigram)

    Why did you shoot me you son of a bitch

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